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Wednesday, July 30, 2003 ( 4:13 AM ) shut up christine I haven't written in a long time, so this is going to be one long ass blog. I was feeling a tiny tad bummed these past few weeks cuz it seemed like everywhere I went, cutemushygross couples were holding hands...and crap I've been alone for so long and sometimes I think I'd like to have someone else to share life with, know what I mean jelly beans? But I'm over it now cuz I thought about stuff and then I felt all warm and tingly inside...and no, I was not touching myself you sick pervs. That being said, it took me a whole year to write this entry so its extra extra special. If you understand it, you were probably there, and if you were there, thanks for sharing it with me :) CPs in a pod; sitting in Brian's room that first night of training; booty shaking; Helloooo!; Scott's autograph on my lucky weezer hat; Histamine; being able to touch opposite walls of my dorm room if I extend my arms; A moment like this; Nelly night and fluorescent band-aids; crying during Sweet Home Alabama; weezer rarities and b-sides cd from Mike; string and cup telephone from my room to Kevin's; staff bonfire; stress ball flour fight; cupcakes and more cupcakes; listening to Jorge play guitar; brownie bites and caramel apples; driving to In N Out in an imaginary car; a crush on my hot neighbor Carlos; dinner on Tuesday nights after CP meetings; homemade ice cream cake; program proposals and event set up request forms; standing outside the commons in a paper bikini with Jacklyn; crying forever inside the commons with Freddie; Phuong yelling up at my window just to say hi; my first real house party at Parkwest; waiting forever in the rain to watch live nudes; freakin awesome homegrown show at the glasshouse; Cuesta siestas; "greedy" and "yer face"; Brisa.Prado.Viento; getting high from markers in the artvark; lube lip gloss; salsa and swing dancing; singing "This I promise you" at karaoke night; cereal party with Phuong, Amy, and Jean; the Pier; thrift store shopping; dinners with Jeff, Stef, Wayne, and Peter; Norma's nest; making magazine collages at CP retreat and getting all emotional; green marker on Moose's face; snowball in my eye; cool beads; c-walking and breakdancing with cps; potstickers; everyone in cuesta; walking with a drunk Jorge to Del Taco at 4am; running to the arc; eating chicken and showing some skin; nipple handshake with Beat; Bowling for Columbine in Priya's room; going with Rob to get my longboard; going with Kelly to get her longboard; lunches with Carolyn; Peewee; "safety"; staying up all night with Cuesta boys to talk about girls; running to the science library to find Gina; Where's yo head?; watching a free Finch show with Priya; autographed CD from Jon Armado; Barbershop; everything about the semi-formal; screaming with Brian when he got his spop acceptance letter; the time I wore my "I love beards" shirt to class and two bearded guys sat next to me; a taco bell protest; trips to Lee's sandwiches at 2am; sliding down the rail at commons; delirious all-night study sessions in the MAC; me and Brian smashing ice cream all over Sab's face; boba party in Heek's room; crazy breakfast talk with Brian; Mind Driver with Flo, Mel, and Nelson; hiding under tables trying to scare people and getting papers thrown at my face by Des; AM Radio; monopoly in Brisa with Angel, Phuong, and Tim; program fliers on every door; living in the MAC with Melly Mel and Tim Bronson; "Do you smell it?"; a decorated binder from Anis; singing while filling plastic bags with ninjas; making buttons; Heek= master of the birds; pretending to make out with Tim and Brian in the cp office; secret pals for now; wearing my goggles, gloves, and scarf then snowboarding thru mesa; radio Disney; Phantom Planet with Carolyn and John; getting lost when Jacklyn drives; Christmas card from Jorge; Brian's facial expressions at meetings; Kung fu hamster from Phuong; rearranging Angel's room; sitting on the beach with Shunae; crazy Lunar New Year party; staying up with Brian and Phuong to make props for Southern Rap; hilarious breakdancing with Jenny and Angie that one night in Cuesta; getting name tutored from Cathy Nugget; conquering the hill and meeting rollerbladers and wading thru the infiniti pool during skating adventures with Kelly and Amy; Jacklyn and Jon Fu "together"; talks with Sabs in Arroyo; old skoo and newpeas; mango cake fight in Aldrich park after passdown; feminist group meetings; being punched in the eye during Ataris' "teenage riot"; bruises on ankles; smorebecue and getting 40 people lost in the tunnels; the best compliment I've ever gotten in my whole life came from Kelly S. right before I left Mesa; hula hoop contest with Priya in the middle of the night; "You are George Bernard Shaw" note from Beat when I had writer's block; not a single empty seat at our Meet the Parents showing haha; trying to master the art of 2 people on 1 skatebord with Angel; sneaking around opening doors at 3am with Tim during safety week; JaMesan bobsled team; a llama from Chelsea; kisses from Derek; attacking Jeff with water bottles; my sister totally messing up my eyebrows; studying and Albertos; sleepovers, wrestling, and pepper spray in the mac; cutting our shirts and dressing up for I love the 80s spring carnival; dreadlock wig at Reggaefest; watching guys play Halo; holding hands and tearing at the commons; dancing in Brian's car; getting hung from my mailbox by my lanyard; late night dinners at the Commons; Hermie the special pea; iron-on letters and burned baseball tees; me and brian leaving our "mark" on mesa; 20 pounds of extra korean bbq; trying to ollie; Dr. Seuss hats; crying after cake and balloons from Viento; getting my wallet back; Cuesta loves me t-shirt; crying with Jorge on the last day; spop modern practices; stopping on the freeway to watch fireworks with Brian; makeshift acceptance letter from Jeff; my first time iceblocking; pinata sex; fish bowl at the rock garden; rubbing my boobs while licking and spanking Anil's butt at spop 1; brown year; Mack Baby J! mmm bjs put it in my mouth; Arrowhead and warm fuzzies; can I lick your beard; picture cd; Finding Nemo and How to Lose a Guy in 10 days; moving the rocks to spell ACP, taking pictures in front of the uci sign, accidentally eating a flower, and lying in the grass for our last night as CPs; the Melting Pot; 70s roller skating; at the spop 1 dance when I was holding hands with these 5 guys in a circle and we acted all crazy that was the best; permit expiring again; friendster addictions; finally ending my romance with Carlos without ever actually meeting him; flying thru fireworks with Flo and Linda; reminiscing about high school at Denny's; watching all the episodes of America's Next Top Model with Amy Tsai and eating chicken sandwiches; stealing a life preserver for the TV theme party; Roscoe's with Sky and Victor; sprandom silence but its okay we had fun; paper bag mailboxes; trying to fit my free table into Sabs' van; Pirates and Red Robin with Sharon and Nugget; going to the parking structure to see the sun and the moon; Do you smell do you smell? No we use Febrisa!; Puente Militia Squad and a sea of walking trees; the touch game; crying like craaazy after spop 2; spop magic; going online and getting IMed by 15 spoppers right away; my first time on 3rd street; Mu's exploding deodorant; Vegas. # |
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