Thursday, September 29, 2016 ( 12:03 AM ) shut up christine homework
ya know my question?
the one i kinda hate
the question i've asked makoto every single day (sometimes multiple times a day) since we got together 6 years ago
it's become so ingrained & automatic, like saying goodbye at the end of a phone call okaybyeiloveyoui'lltalktoyoulaterdoyouloveme?
for a long time i thought it was because Words of Affirmation is one of my love languages, and it gives me comfort to hear him say it
for a long time i asked because i thought makoto would never say 'i love you' out loud unless i asked him
it doesn't have anything to do with makoto
for the next year
anytime you look in a mirror
ask and answer your own question
Sunday, September 25, 2016 ( 3:24 PM ) shut up christine i'm taking a two week vacation next month, partly to prep for/decompress from walk for hope
but also to reevaluate
my life
my relationships
my goals, dreams
my purpose
i was talking to my coworker phillip about life, and he said this one thing:
don't let what happens here affect you at home
they're not your family
"Don't let it end like this. Tell them I said something."
-Last words of Pancho Villa
I am a pencil
ready to write
my life
-Jessica, 4th grade
I Open My Eyes
Take The Crusts Out
Stretch Myself And Check (If I Haven’t)
Returned Again And Everything Is Okay
Still There Is Something Missing
Like All The Walls
-Staralfur, Sigur Ros
Muteness is a speech disorder in which a person lacks the power of articulate speech.