Wednesday, November 11, 2015 ( 12:52 PM ) shut up christine first love
i was 21
i had put my mouth on other mouths before him, but i consider him my first real kiss
my first everything
he didn't call me his girlfriend
he didn't hold my hand, in public or in private
he didn't like labels or PDA, he said
he had never taken anyone's virginity before
my first time, we put a towel down but i bled on the bed
he made me wash the sheets and then i went home
i always thought my first time would have happened differently
it could've been worse
we slept together all the time
he didn't wait for me to get wet
he'd just spit on me
i pretended it didn't hurt
smiled, never said no
but was relieved whenever he finished
i was so convinced this was love
i wanted him to be happy
i was happy if he was happy
except i wasn't, really
we stayed together for a year
but he cheated on me
we broke up
and it took me about two years to get over him
"Don't let it end like this. Tell them I said something."
-Last words of Pancho Villa
I am a pencil
ready to write
my life
-Jessica, 4th grade
I Open My Eyes
Take The Crusts Out
Stretch Myself And Check (If I Haven’t)
Returned Again And Everything Is Okay
Still There Is Something Missing
Like All The Walls
-Staralfur, Sigur Ros
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