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Tuesday, October 31, 2006 ( 12:51 PM ) shut up christine october was a month of changes. been dreaming a lot. started happening after i saw the shaman. coincidence? perhaps. one of my dreams was in spanish. awesome. lo and i spent one saturday night cafe-hopping in downtown long beach. there were a lot of poetry readings that night and one performance ripped a hole in the side of my head i'm still scooping my thoughts back into my brain i don't know what's different, but something inside is not the same thank you, whoever you are. also, i read this book that had a chapter on learning how to enjoy silence most of us are bombarded with noises from the minute we wake up it says try to learn how to wake up without an alarm; go into your right brain mode and as you're about to fall asleep, visualize yourself waking up at whatever time you choose. i tried it it worked, twice, with freakishly accurate results (I set 7:30, and when I woke up it was 7:31) third time was not so reliable, but i'm going to keep working at it. you should try it, and tell me how it goes happy halloween and dia de los muertos # Sunday, October 22, 2006 ( 11:09 PM ) shut up christine more thoughts Today I met with a shaman he gave me a soul reading Loralei says he was on the dot. More thoughts on this later. Just now my sis came into my room and gave me half of her chocolate parfait pudding cup, that's how I know she loves me, and its moments like this when I completely forgive her for peeing in my mouth, breaking my arm in 1st grade, and for stealing all the boys I ever liked. When I become pregnant, I'd like to be the kind of mother who reads to her belly. Where is this coming from???? Don't click on this link! Don't do it!! Books for one cent, this will be my downfall I thought Uli was going to win Linda, you're the best. # Saturday, October 21, 2006 ( 3:20 PM ) shut up christine small thoughts Do you have a list? If I thought I was going to die, say, in a year or two, I already know exactly what I would want to do and where I would want to be. I'd start today. Some things I could justify doing only because I was dying. Instead I believe I have all the time in the world, so I go back and forth, I put things off, I plan, I change my mind, I save, I dream, I'm a little lost. But it's okay, because there's time to figure it out, right? What would you do if you knew you were dying? How different would this week be? This month? This year? # Monday, October 16, 2006 ( 11:12 PM ) shut up christine The good news is that it's not an infection! I was a tad worried because black toenail was growing back gnar-gnar and lumpy-like The bad news is that today I scratched at the lump and the nail fell off, revealing a thick layer of hardened patchy toe skin. Yummy! This is the third toenail I've lost this year. I rock! Go me! # Thursday, October 12, 2006 ( 2:37 AM ) shut up christine How is it that I run 2-5 miles almost everyday and I've gained all the weight back? HOW?!?! Actually, I know why...it's because I like to eat entire pies all by myself I look and feel BLAHH I think it's time for a MAKEOVER, yes? I mean I haven't threaded my mustache off in weeks hah (girrrl don't pretend you aint got one) and perhaps I shall go in for a pedicure...Aldrich says I might get a discount since I'm still missing a toenail GAH and we wonder why I don't have a boyfriend inner beauty y'all! inner beauty # Monday, October 02, 2006 ( 12:43 AM ) shut up christine gracias septiembre! # |