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Friday, January 27, 2006 ( 7:30 PM ) shut up christine have you ever felt like you didn't fit in? stupid question, i'm sure everyone has say you have a lisp, and your whole life you get made fun of for talking with a lisp but all you had to do was go to Spain (castilian), where everyone talks with a lisp the question is, where is my Spain, and how do I get to it? and i wonder maybe the reason why i can't find the words is because i've been speaking the wrong language this whole time p.s. Jason Martin where are you now # Thursday, January 19, 2006 ( 5:55 PM ) shut up christine in order to illustrate my point  clean-shaven Jake Gyllenhaal: very attractive.  scruffy Jake: don't you think he is ten times more strikingly handsome now that he has facial hair?? but of course  slightly fuller beard: so adorable give beards a chance that is all # Sunday, January 15, 2006 ( 11:42 AM ) shut up christine something is unsettling i can't put my finger on it but i wake up some mornings feeling...unsettled and i don't know how to explain it, except that it feels like a time several years ago when my sis and i spent a whole afternoon collecting hundreds of roly polies from the vegetable patch of our backyard and after gathering a small mountain of roly polies, we went to show our dad and he came over then with the flat end of his hoe he smashed the roly polies into the sidewalk and i remember screaming but there was nothing we could do and all that was left was a big crunchy gray stain on the sidewalk i don't know how else to describe the feeling, but i know its my fault don't read into this too much, i don't know what i'm talking about # Monday, January 09, 2006 ( 3:40 AM ) shut up christine what am i doing here i have to get up for work in like 2 hours this is my last rant about it and us, after this i'm done. if i was to write a screenplay about my life, i'd tweak our breakup scene and this would be the revised script me: so i guess this is it then? you: No, don't leave me! I am nothing without you! me: I'm sorry, I must go now you: But I LOVE you! You are the most beautiful intelligent woman I have ever known! Please, I beg of you, give me one more chance..I want to spend the rest of my life with you me: It's too late! farewell! I bid you a happy and fulfilling life. Goodbyeeeee you: How could I let the love of my life slip away? I AM A DUMBASS!!(repeat ten times, getting progressively louder each time) and END SCENE. its my movie, i'll do what i want the ex is actually a pretty cool guy and we are on good terms but i like this ending much better so for the record, this is how it happened, and i'm sticking to it! # Tuesday, January 03, 2006 ( 11:48 PM ) shut up christine i almost forgot! Happy wow. i guess its come to a point where there's no need to set a special day aside i don't really think about it anymore it just comes naturally now. today was just another normal, great day :) # Sunday, January 01, 2006 ( 9:52 PM ) shut up christine spent new year's eve at my neighbor's, but ran back to my house at 11:55pm to wake up my dad and watch the countdown on TV same as every year :) last year's resolution was to not compare myself to my sister i'm proud of myself i think i did all right. good job Kit haven't decided what my new resolution will be so i'll keep the old one one more thing the other day my friend Amy was telling me about Sylvia Browne, the psychic on Montel Williams' show, and we started talking about past lives and how spirits get "recycled" back into the system (which i totally believe in) but anyway i was thinking there are some people in my life who are meant to be there, and there are also some people who should, but can't be in my life, whether it's because of death, or because certain experiences couldn't allow it, or due to whatever other circumstance it just wasn't meant to be in this lifetime... it's okay i'll come find you and we can try again ha i'm not even drunk right now. it makes sense to me though happy new year lovelies p.s. i just mailed out a few prayer flags. the invitation is open Ankita Patel where are you now # |
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