( 11:42 AM ) shut up christine
something is unsettling
i can't put my finger on it
but i wake up some mornings feeling...unsettled
and i don't know how to explain it, except that it feels like a time several years ago when my sis and i spent a whole afternoon collecting hundreds of roly polies from the vegetable patch of our backyard
and after gathering a small mountain of roly polies, we went to show our dad
and he came over then with the flat end of his hoe he smashed the roly polies into the sidewalk and i remember screaming but there was nothing we could do
and all that was left was a big crunchy gray stain on the sidewalk
i don't know how else to describe the feeling, but i know its my fault
don't read into this too much, i don't know what i'm talking about
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