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Friday, March 28, 2008 ( 2:32 PM ) shut up christine 
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Wednesday, March 26, 2008 ( 6:39 PM ) shut up christine  last year's event yet another shameless plug... The CHANGE OF HEART WEEKEND is only TWO AND A HALF weeks away! For those of you who aren't familiar with this event, COH will start at 10am on April 12 until 10am the following morning. We encourage you to register as soon as possible. One of our activities will involve passing out hygiene kits to the homeless. Donations can be dropped off by APRIL 11th with Sukh - Garden Grove, Cindy - Long Beach, Sonali - South OC, Christine - call me and I can pick it up from you (562)715-2183 You can also make monetary donations through our website. ( 10:35 AM ) shut up christine to remind myself when it gets hard subject: marathon? Hey Akash Sukh tells me you're kind of a "bad" runner.... not in those words. i just want to let you know that i suck! i'm a HORRIBLE runner! as bad as this sounds, knowing that you're just as bad a runner as i am is comforting to me. You're doing this, right??? if you're not, LIE TO ME!!! mentally i need to know that you have the same doubts i have, and that this is just as hard for me as it is for you. in my head i need you to run with me, even if we never train together ok? no pressure or anything :) sorry you don't even know me..i think that's why i'm writing to you. i think i can do this. Christine
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re: marathon? Good morning Christine! Of course I remember you! Yes, a bad runner would probably be the best words to describe it... considering I've never really attempted any type of long distance running before... yes, I'm doing this... my current lifestyle is far from what I'd ideally like it to be... our health involves the mind, body and soul, and if we don't start taking care of ourselves now, we will def deal with the consequences in our future... I figure this would be a perfect opportunity to transition into the lifestyle I've always envisioned myself to have... with all the love and support we provide for each other, it will be a very positive experience... you're absolutely right, we can do this... looking forward to training with everyone soon... thanks for writing, as yourself, motivation is key, and your words, along with Sukh's, have inspired me to do this... and I know we'll be successful at anything we put our mind to... Akash we're doing it... Sunday, March 23, 2008 ( 4:12 PM ) shut up christine Look at the sky. Ask yourselves: Has the sheep eaten the flower, yes or no? And you will see how everything changes... - The Little Prince, Antoine de Saint-Exupery science considers space to be a fundamental quantity, a quantity which can not be defined via other quantities because other quantities are already defined via space. source: wikipedia hmm what does that mean? space is one of those weird things. by its nature, its an emptiness, a nothing. its always there but most of the time i don't even notice it. doyounoticethespacesherenowthattheyaregone? then there's the space that's a placeholder for something else. the same nothingness, but all up in my face. it's there, like when i'm driving and i feel the absence in the passenger seat next to me i need a nap # Monday, March 17, 2008 ( 9:34 PM ) shut up christine A great silence overcomes me and I wonder why I ever thought to use language. -Rumi i keep getting called out at meetings for being quiet. i wish... if i could change just one thing about myself, i wish i could articulate and be articulate out loud # Saturday, March 15, 2008 ( 8:24 PM ) shut up christine 9 months and 4 days have passed since i quit my job. time. well. spent. as much as i would love to put it off forever, its time for me to go back to work ...a month from now :) this will be my One Last Glorious Month aka O.L.G.M. during my O.L.G.M i will: - relish every morning i get to sleep in. how i will miss thee - cook at least one meal every single day so by the end i'll know how to make 30 dishes. - learn how to swim, dammit - read a buttload of books (surprisingly i've been good at this lately) - run. today sukh and i agreed that we will do a marathon together next year. so this one is actually a year long commitment... eeek this is a big thing and i think i will chicken out. please hold me accountable Kuo - btc, balls out # Tuesday, March 11, 2008 ( 11:55 PM ) shut up christine 3 reasons why i enjoy jogging as of late: - brian points out every KFC and gelato place on our route - when i'm tired, he yells out phrases like "apple bottom jeans!" - feels like i am laughing non-stop. i get an ab workout at the same time thank you brian :) # Thursday, March 06, 2008 ( 12:16 PM ) shut up christine When there's nothing left to burn You have to set yourself on fire - lyric from some song Kuo sent me oh geez i'm having a crisis i would love to blame this on my period my whole life is just one major case of PMS. i want to find a breaking point i want to break my legs (but not really, knock on wood) i want to break down i want to crack i want it to be hard. i want a challenge i want it to hurt. is that weird? am i crazy? the best way for me to explain it is to compare it to my goryo which was not even that hardcore but i will never forget the morning of the seventh day when I broke my fast i took a bite of my peanut butter and jelly sandwich and the damage was done - from that moment on, the way i looked at food was different. i could actually taste the difference. and that taste has stayed in my mouth it's not the food, the food is exactly the same. it's me you know what i mean? i want that i want things to taste differently # Monday, March 03, 2008 ( 11:57 PM ) shut up christine shots of the engagement taken by genessee    my sister is ridiculously beautiful. i can't see myself in a relationship anytime soon and marriage (my own) is the farthest thing from my mind right now, but knowing the two of them are beginning a life together makes me genuinely authentically happy... i almost (ALMOST! says my cold black heart) feel like i'm in love too we're growing up yo # Sunday, March 02, 2008 ( 11:19 AM ) shut up christine i looked out my plane window and i had a front row seat to the Northern Lights! i would describe it as a ballet of one part sea kelp, one part cloud mobile, one part 300 (the movie), and one part main street electrical parade. but onto more important news... last night Aldrich proposed to my sister!! in front of about 50 friends and family :) Drich's family and friends even flew down from Frisco CONGRATULATIONS NANET & ALDY! # |
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