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Sunday, April 27, 2008 ( 10:35 PM ) shut up christine Sunday, January 15, 2006 ( 11:42 AM ) shut up christine something is unsettling i can't put my finger on it but i wake up some mornings feeling...unsettled and i don't know how to explain it, except that it feels like a time several years ago when my sis and i spent a whole afternoon collecting hundreds of roly polies from the vegetable patch of our backyard and after gathering a small mountain of roly polies, we went to show our dad and he came over then with the flat end of his hoe he smashed the roly polies into the sidewalk and i remember screaming but there was nothing we could do and all that was left was a big crunchy gray stain on the sidewalk i don't know how else to describe the feeling, but i know its my fault don't read into this too much, i don't know what i'm talking about # ( 1:54 PM ) shut up christine kites  
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Friday, April 25, 2008 ( 2:49 PM ) shut up christine this last month: - i learned how to drive an RV. who woulda thought - took a grantwriting class - slept with a homeless man. next to him actually - i cooked one good dish. only one, but it was really good i think - i tried a mild form of fasting, for one week, to get my mind into the right space in prep for COH. it was too hard and I couldn't do it, but the process continues to affect me mentally, in a positive way. - as of yesterday, i can swim without a kickboard. i am SO proud of myself - internally said avjo (goodbye) to Ultimate Number One. also proud of myself for this one - didn't run that much, but its alright. tis a new month - i am no longer vegetariano. who am i kidding. although warm meats retaining their animal shapes slightly freak me out.... it feels like i'm eating their body heat, if that makes sense. blahh - my room is ridiculously neat. i think i need to get out more - huge changes. huge - job search to be continued... # Thursday, April 24, 2008 ( 1:06 PM ) shut up christine today i watched as someone fell apart dissolved into me, pain transferred. # Tuesday, April 22, 2008 ( 12:18 PM ) shut up christine we could never live together text From: Brian who wants yogurt!! 12:13pm 4/22/08 Reply NO!! From: Brian im going. and im going to enjoy it! 12:16pm 4/22/08 Reply: i hate you :( # Monday, April 21, 2008 ( 9:32 PM ) shut up christine ten months from now i hope i will look back at this and almost not recognize the person speaking bah i am so furreakin lazy Every time you make a choice you are turning the central part of you, the part of you that chooses, into something a little different from what it was before. - C.S. Lewis Lately my choices have included stuffing my chipmunk face with Famous Amos cookies. damn you, Amos i hate running. i hate you! running sucks!! running can kiss my fat ass wait come back i'm sorry 26.2 miles is approximately 52,400 footstrikes i need to put in the work there is no shortcut # ( 7:37 PM ) shut up christine psa from my friend Hiromi: the National Association of Letter Carriers is holding their annual Stamp Out Hunger Food Drive on Saturday, May 10th. 1. Put some non-perishable food items in a bag and place it by your mailbox. 2. Your letter carrier will pick it up and deliver it to local food banks. More info available at http://www.helpstampouthunger p.s. Then, on Monday, May 12th, postage is going up to $0.42! # Wednesday, April 16, 2008 ( 12:37 PM ) shut up christine           
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( 12:15 AM ) shut up christine words. Sunil: hiiiiiiiiiiiiii me: Sunil!!!! hii i'm fine! how are you? Sunil: hey ganga i miss u so much me: i can understand you perfectly Monday, April 14, 2008 ( 8:50 PM ) shut up christine giving. this past weekend was Change of Heart, which was incredible and i will have to write more about it later but there's one thing i wanted to mention i hadn't brought any blankets so Sukh offers me his sleeping bag and pillow i tell him aw no thanks, its a warm night i'll be fine of course he won't have any of it, for 15 minutes we argue back and forth in the end i'm bundled up in his sleeping bag but i CAN'T freakin sleep because i know he's freezing and i'm MAD!! its my own freakin fault that i didn't bring a blanket. it's painful taking from someone when you know they have to go without, or that they, in a way, will suffer by giving and i hate that but i'm learning that sometimes you have to let them. swallow your pride and let them give to you. second lesson: i had just told Sukh this weekend how much i love! reading the info@bethecause.org emails, its my favorite thing, the best part of my day. today we had a conversation about empowerment and giving people opportunities to serve. then he makes a suggestion: maybe i should pass the responsibility on to someone else. in my head i'm thinking HELL NO!! I LOVE THIS WHY WOULD I DO THAT? and therein the question lies the answer, this is exactly why i need to give it up. as much as i would want to keep doing it for myself, it's not about me. i'm kind of sad, but honestly what a beautiful thing to share with someone else arre, he is always helping me grow. # Tuesday, April 08, 2008 ( 5:49 AM ) shut up christine  he's still wearing it mujhje dard ho raha hai aw man this is the part in my bollywood movie where we get out our tissues...  *: when you caming in india came arlly. me: i hope i can come back soon, but I'm not sure. maybe in two or three years *: i will weting for u. anytime i am still hear. me: i also wish i could see you again. everyday you are always with me *: you are very close to my heart, your pendale is my lucky pendle . Saturday, April 05, 2008 ( 1:35 AM ) shut up christine reason #594035549067203 why i heart brian ferrer text at 1:24am stating this: watch oprah, channel 7. about puppy mills. sooooo sad and again at 1:31am: Soooooo sad! i love you brian. # Friday, April 04, 2008 ( 1:12 PM ) shut up christine Announcement!!! Toyo Kimura has returned from Japan.
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Tuesday, April 01, 2008 ( 2:45 AM ) shut up christine ahh i ask myself one question everyday: HOW in the world did this happen??? how did i get to be on the receiving end of messages like these... To whom this may concern: I don't know what it is, but i just have an urge to make a difference. I am a college freshman and i attend Southeastern University. I live in Florida, and i feel the need to do something amazing. Please help me help. I want to make a difference and i want to start here.
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Hello, My name is * and I am a current student at Chapman University. For one of my classes I am required to do volunteer work, and felt a tug at my heartstrings toward your charity. I had an uncle who did time in prison on drug-related charges, so I understand how hard it can be to re-acclimate to the world upon release, especially in those first few cruel hours. I would like to work with your charity on the RV for 3, three-hour shifts this coming month if at all possible. Please let me know how I would go about signing up to help! Thank you for your time! I'm a student at Germantown High School in Germantown, TN. I'm writing today to ask what I can do to help the cause in my community. I want to be the cause of a profound change! Hi There, I own a Travel Agency in Huntington Beach and we always have a lot of extra lotions, shampoo and so forth from hotels. I was wondering if you would like to have this stuff for the homeless? I hate to say it, but it usually ends up in the trash. Let me know if you're interested and are able to come and pick it up. We could do this on an ongoing basis, maybe with a pickup every few months. Hi Christine, My name's *. I'm receiving numerous emails from * about various events you are promoting for such as this one... I would like to volunteer. How can I get involved? Look forward to hearing from you soon! it's a GOOD life, for sure. in other news, more reasons why Brian is the best running partner EVERRR: 1. nights spent 2. getting to the park, changing our minds, going out to eat instead 3. "DONUT!!" upon finding a powdered donut chillin on the sidewalk, and daring each other to eat it 4. ending the evening watching The Hills and eating chocolates on the couch |
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