( 2:49 PM ) shut up christine
this last month:
- i learned how to drive an RV. who woulda thought - took a grantwriting class - slept with a homeless man. next to him actually - i cooked one good dish. only one, but it was really good i think - i tried a mild form of fasting, for one week, to get my mind into the right space in prep for COH. it was too hard and I couldn't do it, but the process continues to affect me mentally, in a positive way. - as of yesterday, i can swim without a kickboard. i am SO proud of myself - internally said avjo (goodbye) to Ultimate Number One. also proud of myself for this one - didn't run that much, but its alright. tis a new month - i am no longer vegetariano. who am i kidding. although warm meats retaining their animal shapes slightly freak me out.... it feels like i'm eating their body heat, if that makes sense. blahh - my room is ridiculously neat. i think i need to get out more - huge changes. huge - job search to be continued...
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