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Sunday, November 07, 2004 ( 4:22 PM ) shut up christine 
I feel good Its like the feeling I got that one time at Reggaefest when I was trying to find Toyo and people kept saying "hey Kit, Toyo is looking for you" and I walked everywhere but couldn't find him, and then when I was about to go home I finally saw him standing there talking on his cell so I waited and when he got off the phone I tapped him on the shoulder, and he turned around, gave me a huge ass bear hug and said "I just tried to call you right now, I've been looking everywhere for you...." its like that time freshman year when I was busy and stressed and sad because so much was going on and out of the blue Jess handed me a package with a note and she had gotten me the new weezer CD just because... its like getting kissed on the cheek... its like January 3rd every year... its like saying hi to a stranger and getting a smile.. its like working 35 hours a week to save up for something you really want and the feeling you get when you finally have enough money, knowing that you earned it on your own... its like going stag to a high school dance and finding someone to dance with during the slow songs... its like all of these moments combined, times 10 plus 1... I feel so happy right now I wake up and I think how in the world did I get here how did I score this job how does someone like me get to work with you how did I end up with such cool roomies how come this person wants to hug me why do I have friends?? When people talk to me sometimes I just stare at them I want to grab them by the shoulders and say DUDE, WHY ARE YOU MY FRIEND? WHY ARE YOU TALKING TO ME??? I don't mean that in a bad I'm-too-good-to-be-talking-to-you way I mean it like I'm-in-disbelief-why-would-you-want-to-hang-out-with-weirdo-me Any moment now I'm going to wake up and once again I'll be the painfully shy gap-toothed booger-faced mute kid with dandruff People are going to find out that I have natural nipple hair tassels, and I have a tail, and I can stuff a full-sized paper towel sheet into the abyss that is my bellybutton, and I sweat excessively even when its freeezing cold, and I suck at driving, and my glasses are always crooked, and my shit always clogs the bathroom, and when my lips are chapped I like to chew my lip flakes and eat them... and did I mention that I used to be a painfully shy gap-toothed booger-faced mute kid with dandruff... but you knew this already... and surprisingly you are still my friend but I'm not complaining if this is real then I'm the luckiest person in the world thanks bud 
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