( 4:44 AM ) shut up christine
happy anniversary
i left home in a hurry i kinda had a bad day
as i'm loading my car i accidentally wake mi padre and he starts hootin & hollerin about how its 3am Kita why you wait so long to drive back to Irvine yappity yap and so he's puffing his lip and yelling and putang-ing at me he yells don't lean your laundry basket against the car that's why its so scratched up and all my clean bedsheets fall on the wet ground take that stuff out of the backseat you can't see out the rear window its dark i told you not to drive at night more yelling he bangs his fist on my car window and i drive off in a huff without saying a word
i'm in a crappy mood i'm about to get on the freeway but i turn my car around and head back home because its january third remember?
its been four years
i'm going to pretend like i forgot something that's why i came back
my hand is on the doorknob but it turns from the inside
he's been waiting at the door for me
i pretend to look for something that i left behind
i say bye dad
he says okay and kisses me on the head
drive safely
he waves as i drive off
this is how it should be
i'm glad it ended that way because he doesn't know it but today is a special day for me and my dad
and i look forward to it every year
this probably won't make sense. sorry goodnight
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