( 10:15 PM ) shut up christine
hi.
i guess a lot of stuff happened this past year, lots of really big things, and lots of things changed too
and one person in particular, changed everything
and i think sometimes, especially in the last couple months
i wondered if it was worth the trouble?
to invest so much of yourself into one other person
only to walk away in the end with half of you missing
and this probably won't be the last time this happens
but you only get one first,
the first relationship is the only time you have a truly clean slate, with no other baggage to weigh you down
and i think i might've naively given my heart away a little recklessly
but looking back, i think recklessly is the best way to love someone,
no holds barred, like no one ever hurt you before
Nothing held back.
and how awesome is it to be on the receiving end of that kind of recklessness
anyway
i am at a good place right now (okay you can stop rolling your eyes, i know this was painful to read)
AND props to Nelson for giving me a free pass to the AFI film festival! every night i camp out at the arclight theater with my paper bag lunch, so if you're in the area hit me up
p.s. Danny Dupuy where are you now
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