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Sunday, March 04, 2007 ( 2:17 PM ) shut up christine aw man last night was a really important, special night i spent the last few weeks getting my mind into the right space so that i could let go this post is kind of useless because there are no words to convey how meaningful it was supposed to be for me... the thing is i slept through it i closed my eyes for a second and i knocked out on the couch, when i woke up it was over the worst part is that there were so many goodbyes that i didn't get to say my heart is broken my life is a mess right now, i am so tired, i can't even make time for the people/things that are most important to me, i haven't been taking care of myself and at what cost? something has to change but i don't know where to start am i strong enough to change it [edit] in other news, i found this on kuo's site ...there are a few people I would sacrifice my own happiness for if I knew that they would get what they want out of life, and I definitely think my friend Christine is on that short list because I honestly, with all of my heart, believe she is a wonderful person. Thanks :) kuo! this is why you're one of my best friends! unless you were talking about a different christine which is totally cool and wouldn't change the fact that you are my best, anywho i felt a lot better after reading that regardless if it was or wasn't written for me, and even though i am in over my head with all this craziness that is going around right now, i know it will get better soon, its already starting to. #
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