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Wednesday, July 18, 2007 ( 7:14 AM ) shut up christine i was invited to visit one of the street schools so we went to a part of the tekra i had never been to before on the way there, i saw something i wish i hadn't seen it wasn't bad, just odd. it was harmless, nothing could have happened or maybe i'm just telling myself that? i'm scared i may be denying it or playing it down in order to protect myself, but i hope that i'm making a mountain out of a mole hill. i know there are two possibilities here: nothing happened...or it happened, and i did nothing i could defend myself and argue that it happened so fast and i didn't know what was going on, but then i'd be admitting that it did happen. i'm not sure that it did i don't know defect in vision it was so fast i must sound like a madwoman but i'm telling you this because i have to tell someone, and also to ask you to forgive me that in itself is crazy, i don't even know what i'm asking you to forgive me for. i'm not thinking clearly right now today i had meant to share so many thoughts its still a very happy day i celebrate another year of life its Aldrich's birthday too. happy birthday Aldy EDIT: so some time has passed since i initially wrote this. please don't worry, everything is okay. there is a tradition in india to force feed a person on their birthday... my stomach is going to explode. whoever from back home is responsible for telling, you are so going to get it. and kuo, i just read your blog. tamaru mo sunder che, always, even when you're not at the gym. i will tell you what that means when i get back. #
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