( 5:38 PM ) shut up christine
aw man
so i've spent a good part of the day spying on one of my dogs
i don't have a job right now so i can get away with things like this
anyway
mentally, she's not all there
she can stare at nothing, for hours and hours and hours and...
i wonder what goes on in her head
when she was younger, we would wait at the gate and she would get so excited and wag her tail so hard against the side of the house that there would be blood on the wall
and when its time to eat, i KNOW she's freakin hungry, but she would rather be petted than eat, and the other dogs will eat all her food and she doesn't care!!! she'll sacrifice her food for a stupid pat on the head
and she will jump on me and rip my shirt and scratch my legs because she is so happy
and i'll yell at her and run away
and she'll do the same thing the next day
i have never known another living being that is so foolishly, stupidly, painfully loyal to me
and i am in awe
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