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Friday, January 18, 2008 ( 5:52 AM ) shut up christine
this will be a disjointed entry to match my scattered thoughts i came in time for Uttarayan. the sky in Ahmedabad was filled with kites one night a small group of us stopped by a Muslim mosque we're standing there, completely quiet, in the huge empty outdoor plaza in front of this mosque looking up at the sky, and i think maybe it was something about the sound of the paper kites and the fireworks in the background, a combination of both sound and silence... i know i say it all the time, but this was the most beautiful thing. i hope this memory stays with me for a really long time my first night in india i went straight to the tekra from the airport this was a surprise, no one knew i was coming so my heart was beating a million times a second Ultimate Number One was the first person i saw and i practically buried my face in his jacket every day i ask him "so what are you doing today?" for no other reason but to study his face. small joys in life trying to decide if i should stay longer quite a few people have commented on how much weight i gained and i laughed every time meanwhile i had lost my appetite completely. after two days of not eating i had to put myself in check it scares me realizing how fragile and insecure i am i'm shocked how a few comments crash down on me like a trainwreck this is something i want to make better. on sunday hopefully i will catch a train to Chandigarh to visit another NGO peace out #
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you are so cute christine!!!! =) have fun w/ ultimate #1
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