( 12:28 PM ) shut up christine
while restacking the books in my closet i found my copy of The Art of Living where i had written, in the margins of page 7, reasons why i needed to shave my head
i think i give the impression that i don't care how i look when i leave the house (ask Brian)
which is true most of the time, but part of it is ignorance.
accessorizing is not my strongpoint. and i was blessed with this mustache
but anyway, i think about it all the time -- what it means to be really beautiful.
more than mascara and Bare Minerals and losing 10 pounds
the kind of beauty i've always wanted is deeper than that, and it requires a drastic kind of makeover (not lipo or plastic surgery)
i thought if I shaved my head, I would feel so ugs that i would be forced to cultivate beauty from the inside
everyday for a year (or longer, until my hair grew back) I would look in the mirror
Could i see beauty there and BELIEVE it, when i could barely see it even when i had a full head of hair
i think after a year of asking that question, i don't think i could NOT be changed by it.
in the end i had the scissors in my hand, and i couldn't do it
so what magazine could i read to fix it? how does a person become really beautiful, without lipo or surgery or scissors or makeup?
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