( 7:38 PM ) shut up christine
eight weeks ago i had a very intense discussion with myself which included such questions as:
what kind of person do you want to be
what are your strengths and flaws
what is important to you
what do you believe and believe in
what do you want
who and what do you love
and what kinds of things would you like to learn...
an inadvertent result of said conversation is that i stopped eating meat completely
which has been difficult, at times,
because in this house, a vegetable "side dish" is the clove of garlic in a big honkin mountain of meat. garlic does not even count. no it doesn't.
anyhow, no meat for 8 weeks, while living in this house, is pretty incredible.
and then today....
i'm hungry. there's a grilled fish on the countertop.
and dude, i freakin swear... it's talking to me
its saying "you're not getting enough protein. not enough protein..not enough protein..protei"
so i take my fork and i stab it and i eat some.
and now i feel like crap.
damn it.
that is all.
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