( 2:43 AM ) shut up christine
meltdown.
i don't remember exactly how or when it started
the expectation that i would know what to do
or that i would always act a certain way or that i could fix your problem
and if i couldn't,
we assumed i could handle the backlash
that i was strong enough to accept blame, always with humility,
that i wouldn't get tired.
i don't know who you think i am
but i'm not her
i'm tired of pretending to be.
i'm sorry.
i'm sorry for saying i'm sorry
apologizing for mistakes that we are entitled to make
asking forgiveness for being human.
i don't remember how or when this started
you should've known
i'm not as great as you think i am
post this on my eharmony profile, or what?
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