( 10:38 PM ) shut up christine
( 9:29 PM ) hold me!
( 7:56 AM ) you may have to face the fact that your work will be apparently worthless and even achieve no result at all, if not perhaps results opposite to what you expect. As you get used to this idea, you start more and more to concentrate not on the results, but on the value, the rightness, the truth of the work itself
( 11:17 AM ) as much as i hate this sometimes you just need to put your head down and charge through it.
( 2:58 AM ) this message is my own personal mental reminder of this moment so that whenever i read this in the future i will remember nights like this and i will be thankful that i don't have to do this anymore.
( 1:50 AM ) Work is (almost) done. Getting to this point has been a trip in itself. I think about all the overtime I put in to fund this...unfortunately I don't get paid overtime but I am genuinely grateful that I struggled with this job as much as I did because I appreciate every fraction of a penny I earned. For every experience I'm about to have, I know what its worth, and that feeling is something you can't put on a resume or deposit into your bank account, you know? That kind of work experience is priceless
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