( 3:38 AM ) shut up christine
discontinuing BOMA for now
my intentions were good in the beginning but the experiment has backfired.
saving money has consumed me and i am more selfish now than ever.
quick example: i have a favorite pen (Papermate Profile), which is almost out of ink. rather than spend 60 cents on a new pen, i find myself being stingy with the notes i write down.
i bring up this example to show how this obsession has penetrated into the most trivial aspects of my life
on top of this, i am compulsively emptying my room.
i am hoarding and renouncing, simultaneously.
i am also on my period, which might explain everything.
damn this time of the month. i'm a mess!
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