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Monday, April 06, 2009 ( 7:56 PM ) shut up christine in a nutshell i've been mulling thoughts over in my head for a really long time and decided that i'm moving out for sure, by july. my dad outright forbid me from doing it so i'm moving on the downlow, basically the plan is that i won't come home one night, which kind of sucks. i would prefer not to leave that way, but at least i've put the idea in their heads, and i think they expect things like this from me so i don't think they'll be too surprised when i don't come back. i'm going to work at the motel until the end of the year. k brought up a good point, there's no way i can get a real job and still be involved with walk for hope & btc as much as i want to. if i'm living simply enough, my expenses will be covered with my motel pay, so it works out. beginning next year i might go back to school for nursing but part of me thinks i'm doing this to pacify my mom, and the other part of me knows it would be fulfilling. my incentive-- brian says that as a nurse i can work three days out of the week, and spend the other four doing what i really love. it's practical. but to go back to school, i have to give up 2 years, so i need to make sure that the investment i'll be making is worth the sacrifice in the longterm. or i could stay at the motel, live simply within my means, and do what i really want -- which is what i've been doing all along. need to figure out if i should compromise to get some security, or should i go for broke, literally, and trust that everything will be okay... #
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