Tuesday, May 12, 2009 ( 9:21 PM ) shut up christine there's this patron of the motel, an older grandpa-ish man, and i think he hates me.
every single time he comes in, he asks, nay, demands: where are the porn channels?! and when i say we still don't have them, he straight up mad dogs me...for like 30 seconds we are locked in an awkward silent staring contest-- him, with contempt raging in his eyes, and me staring back with dead blank emptiness
it's quite amusing most days. but underneath his hatred for me, i believe he is a very lonely man.
another woman comes to the park regularly to feed birds and i think she's lonely too. yes its kind of asinine of me to assume she's a lonely old woman since i'm at the park for the same exact reason yet i do not consider myself lonesome at all
BUT-- if i were, i wonder what hobbies i would take up to counter my loneliness. would i pick fights with sweet little motel receptionists?
would i adopt fifty cats?
would i follow the blogs of complete strangers for years and years and imagine they are my real friends??
eek.
by the way, i really like this song a lot for some reason #
Comments:
i concur about keri hilson.
plus she has the 'must have' cameos by kanye west and neyo
it's the formula for an instant hit (the other being a t-pain cameo).
:) anyway - this one is on my rotating list this month as well!
"Don't let it end like this. Tell them I said something."
-Last words of Pancho Villa
I am a pencil
ready to write
my life
-Jessica, 4th grade
I Open My Eyes
Take The Crusts Out
Stretch Myself And Check (If I Haven’t)
Returned Again And Everything Is Okay
Still There Is Something Missing
Like All The Walls
-Staralfur, Sigur Ros
Muteness is a speech disorder in which a person lacks the power of articulate speech.