( 12:58 AM ) shut up christine
the walk was beautiful. kp, our volunteer coordinator, contracted bronchitis and she couldn't even get out of bed but on the morning of the walk she met up with the rest of the volunteers at 5am for set up. talk about dedication. that's only one story of hundreds.
now that it's finished and our last day of seva cafe is this sunday (we're going on hiatus for a couple months to reflect and see how and where we can improve)
things are slowing down and its all starting to hit me really hard
i stopped going to the gym three months ago and ironically since then i've lost ten pounds from stress.
people have been saying wow you lost so much weight, you look good
but don't be fooled, on the inside i'm a mess
i'm sorry, i haven't been myself
or maybe i don't want to admit that this is who i am
i'm not in a good place
if i was a kid i would be eating my desk
the last time i was this sad i made out with Honduras
i need to come up with healthier outlets
i think i need to take a break for a little while
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