( 1:50 PM ) shut up christine
no vacancy
this will totally make me look bad but i don't deserve your calls anyway.
do guys have a sixth sense? can they smell vulnerability?
whenever i am completely heartbroken, face all puffy and swollen from crying/lack of sleep, snot dripping down my nose, walking with my hood over my head, hot mess inside and out
THIS is when i get stopped on the street?
where are you when i'm emotionally available?
when i'm looking to meet someone i could flash my boobies all day long and not a single guy would give me the time of day (i don't actually do that by the way)
but when i can't even look at another guy in that way and i wear a fake engagement ring
this is when my phone starts ringing
same thing happened when * and i broke up 4 years ago i was SUCH a biatch to Komaki, whom i met the day after the breakup (hey komaki do you still read this?)
all i did was cry about my ex-bf but he still treated me like i was the best thing since sliced bread
he would call me just to hear my voice and i'd be hella annoyed.
who's a bitch? i am!!
i am sorry
i wish our timing was better
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