( 10:31 PM ) shut up christine
the best day
i have dreamt about a moment like this for the past 6 months
rehearsed in my mind a million times all the things i would say
of course, when that moment arrives in real life, i forget everything i practiced and i say whatever i need to say without censoring myself.
he listens. we listen. no blaming, no anger, no bitterness, no hate
we are honest and raw.
we talk about painful things but find that they don't hurt.
we smile when we speak to each other, the way we did before things got messed up.
we forgive. and we forgive and we forgive.
we hug and i say goodbye to the old us and it feels so good to let go
my heart is light and happy :)
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