( 2:44 PM ) shut up christine
6 days left
yesterday was our program orientation and our faculty is so diverse and amazing. i feel inspired and motivated
this was the right choice :)
from the beginning i've been hesitant to get into a serious relationship
i have to dedicate my life to school right now
i'm only moving to la but i've been saying goodbyes to friends & mentally preparing myself to disappear for a while
m's been supportive through it all
he does things like stock my fridge with groceries
i came home once to find he had installed a rear rack on my bicycle for all my books
and i'm anemic so when we get chinese takeout he puts all the broccoli on my plate
so sweet.
i thought that by keeping myself completely focused, i would be strong enough to do this on my own.
how foolish :)
m, i know you don't read this, but i need you. i'm so grateful for you and i appreciate everything you do for me
its funny because m came to the family portion of the orientation...i don't know what scary things they said but afterward he was acting like this was the last time we were ever gonna see each other. i even asked him if he was breaking up with me (luckily he said no, phew)
we are in this together
i also want to thank everyone else for their support - amy, ben, kermit, raju, melisa, hiromi, nanet and so many others - thank you for helping me keep my sanity
here we go
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