( 12:52 PM ) shut up christine
kid at heart
tomorrow is m's birthday
btw he totally lied about his age when we first met
i've only had a handful of significant others in my lifetime.
when i was alone, which was most of the time,
i imagined how a relationship might be.
if i had a boyfriend, these are the things i would love to do together, this is how i would treat him, we would be committed and honest and communicate and be of service to each other and treat one another with mutual respect and love.
ha! hhahahhaha!
after a couple damaging relationships i was a little angry and a lot insecure
cue m's entrance
and i began to see the possibility
of how good life can be when there is laughter and respect and love
even if we don't work out in the long run (knock on wood) i am so grateful for the kindness you have shown me and i hold you in my heart
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