( 10:52 AM ) shut up christine
from supun, regarding the occupy LA movement
When asked to leave, a protester says only if the officer gives her a hug. The officer smiles. -ktla
in other news
i believe my stress is manifesting itself physically
if you let me sleep, i'm sure i could sleep 20+ hours a day
rest doesn't relieve it. i could sleep forever. and its hard to wake me up, as if i'm in a coma
makoto says i'm like those fainting goats who fall over when they get stressed or startled
i also get rashes
rashes are interesting psychosomatic things. because you, and others, can see them. you can watch them grow and change. like a mood ring. so weird
even if i pretend everything is okay - the rash gets bigger and itchier. it knows.
right now i have a small patch on my arm
when i failed that class, i had a huge one on my abdomen
rahul once told me, if you master the mental seeds of the condition, you nullify or weaken the physical symptoms
i don't know about "mastering" but i can try
when the pain is approaching, try to stay awake and sit with it
instead of sleeping to escape from it
this has been an intense month for me
its been a good thing
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