Wednesday, January 04, 2012 ( 11:39 AM ) shut up christine pretty
when i get "dolled up" for a special event i'll spend over 30 minutes in front of the mirror doing my makeup
then i'll show makoto my made-up face
and he'll say i spent 30 minutes putting on air, because he can't tell any difference
it's like this: i dab on some brown eyeshadow. OMG I'M A CLOWN WHORE!! blend blend!!!
insecure.
i've been using a hand-me-down MAC blush from my sister that is literally 8 years old (or older)
and a mascara that i bought 2 years ago for a wedding...i'm pretty sure its completely dried out and there's nothing left, still i put it on. 2 yr old dried out mascara = hello eye infection waiting to happen!
since it's 2012 and all, i thought i would buy myself a new blush and mascara, to "bring in the new" and such. make-over myself
i haven't yet.
yesterday i spent a couple hours sitting on our front stoop, in my pajamas
reading a book, in the sun
when i came back in, i looked in the mirror and my face was pink and warm
and i actually felt pretty
i say this all the time, but its something i'm sure i'll have to work on, diligently, for a while.
in 2012, my goal is to love myself, be kinder to myself, and build it from the inside
You can buy all the makeup that MAC can make.....but #
"Don't let it end like this. Tell them I said something."
-Last words of Pancho Villa
I am a pencil
ready to write
my life
-Jessica, 4th grade
I Open My Eyes
Take The Crusts Out
Stretch Myself And Check (If I Haven’t)
Returned Again And Everything Is Okay
Still There Is Something Missing
Like All The Walls
-Staralfur, Sigur Ros
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