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Friday, August 03, 2012 ( 2:08 PM ) shut up christine crazy talk in psych, there is a cognitive impairment called delusions of reference, in which a person strongly believes random events, objects, remarks, behaviors etc (ie TV broadcasts, newspaper articles, music) have a particular and unusual significance to oneself/ are interpreted as related to oneself maybe i clinically have delusions of reference, maybe i just think too much. this may be one of the reasons why i can't handle scary movies...because i take them personally. i don't just watch, i experience it, in a way. i become emotionally invested in too many things still with me? crazy lady? for example - take this olympic boxing match between Satoshi Shimizu and Magomed Abdulhamidov did you watch it? i'll wait. okay, your thoughts? for one, i don't care much for boxing. not a big fan. at the end of the clip the commentator says "everybody here should look at themselves and realize why this sport is considered a joke" yes, look at yourself. this whatever boxing clip sends me spinning into confusion and introspection what else is a joke? what is real? no really? what's being fed to me? is everything subjective, even what i believe to be real? aren't beliefs inherently subjective? (omg!!) what do i believe then? at the level of the olympic games, you would expect things to be fair. what else is unfair? what do i expect? who and what can we trust? i can't even trust myself because i've believed things with all of my being and i have been wrong there i go again with my subjective beliefs this goes on and on, my friends.... i'm having a full on identity crisis because of a boxing clip carry on #
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