( 3:07 AM ) shut up christine
i know i was very sheltered as a child
i know my parents tried to "protect" me well into my adult life
they did this for me more so than for my older sister
these ranged from tiny annoying eye-roll inducing things, like cutting my steak into bite-sized pieces for me at restaurants even in my late teens
to...
much bigger things
i think a result of this is that i was a little under-prepared for life
i still feel unsure when wielding a knife, i'm always youtubing common sense things, like how to cut up a tomato
and maybe i was a little naive
which i overcompensated for by traveling to other countries (sometimes secretly) and backpacking alone and at times making questionable choices (i regret nothing) and perhaps purposely trying to scare the crap out of my parents
i believe another side effect is that i was largely oblivious to all the cray drama that goes on in my extended family
for the first time it appears this curtain is unraveling
and finally i'm seeing how things are fucked up.
anyway
one of my cousins is missing
he disappeared last friday
i'm not a big prayer person, but if you are into that kind of thing
can you please send one to us, to my family
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