( 2:13 PM ) shut up christine
truth
i get kind of annoyed when our mutual friends/acquaintances ask me about him now, as if i know.
how's __?
innocuous question that people once regularly asked me, and i used to be able to answer
it's not their fault
oh i haven't talked to him in a long time (i don't mention it's been 4 years since i last sat down with him)
why am i annoyed?
the truth is, i'm reminded that there was a time when i cared deeply for him, and he did the same.
this is not the case anymore, but it's okay.
i don't want it to go back to how it was, beacause it won't.
truthfully, i wouldn't be upset if i never saw his face again
this is not a bad thing, just the truth
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