( 11:20 AM ) shut up christine
last night i dreamt i was in church
a regular mass (i haven't gone to church in YEARS except to attend weddings, funerals, and baptisms)
i had just rolled out of bed, i'm wearing a gray crew neck t-shirt and my elementary school PE shorts (i still wear these PE shorts in real life all the time as pajamas, they're approximately 19 years old!! elastic is shot and crotch is threadbare, but i dunno, still useful. is it weird that my 30 yr old waist is about the same size as my chubby 11 year old waist?)
also, i am barefoot.
we are lining up to receive communion, and when i reach the priest
he abhors my outfit. he stops the mass and goes into a sermon about inappropriate clothing for church
i am shamed in front of the entire congregation
then he turns to the choir and he directs them to sing a song
a song about me dressing/being a whore whore whore
i'm not sure what it means.
i do know that last night i ate chicken (my sister's el pollo loco leftovers) for the first time in many many years. and just like that, i decided i will not be vegetarian anymore.
perhaps chicken gives me nightmares
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