( 12:37 PM ) shut up christine
i always tell makoto that i don't have any fight in me
meaning, if i were in a true life-or-death situation
i know i would give up very easily
i am not afraid of dying
although i love some people very much,
i am not so attached to anything in this world
nor am i attached to the future and its possibilities
and on those occasions when i feel i have no control over my life
i am comforted by the idea that i have some control over my death
i'm not suicidal
i don't want to die
i'm just acknowledging a thought that brings me peace
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