( 10:26 PM ) shut up christine
touche, universe
today i had a difficult, belligerent patient
refused everything, pulled out his lines, security was called multiple times by the previous nurse
i tried to prepare myself. saved him for last
after he cussed me out i told him you're in a hospital not a hotel and if you don't want treatment you can leave
he said he was going to kill me and i yelled "DO IT"
i felt bad
not for him
but because i lost control
i judge my mother so harshly
but i do the same shit
everything i hate is mirrored in myself
yesterday i preached how better-than-thou i was
when will you understand that you are exactly like her
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