( 10:05 PM ) shut up christine
i want to remember what happened this past week
this was the first time i saw someone die on the table
we got called in at 10:07pm
i chose the most soothing ringtone for STEMI calls and my stomach drops every time i hear it
i didn't get home until 4:30
i remember pieces of things
there was corn on the floor
i pushed a med so hard that i broke the syringe
his family had given us a prayer card to place under his head
at the end my coworker found the card on the floor, covered in blood
and i remember watching her try to clean it off
some experiences stay with you
this is part of me now
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